Bade din se soch rahi thi ki dobara likhna shuru karoon ... magar fir lagta ki kya ?? Kuch samajh main nahi aa raha tha ... fir pratik ne kaha ki jo tumhara interest hai jo cheeze tumko achi lagti hai unke baare main likhna shuru kar do ..... ab confusion aur bhi badh gaya .. eka ek main ye sochne par majboor ho gayi ki mere interest kya kya hai .. mujhe actually acha lagta kya hai ... ab ye ek bohot difficult question tha mere liye.

fir ekdum se khayal aaya ki mujhe movies dekhna aur khaane ka bohot shauk hai aur naye naye logo se milna aur nayi jagah explore karna ...to bas  fir kya tha samajh main aa gaye mujhe mere saare interest.

TRAVELLING, EATING, AND EXPLORING......

bas ab poems k alawa mere blog main wo sab hoga jo main explore karungi .

and yes main ye mention karna kabhi bhi nahi bhool sakti ki iski inspiration mujhe poori poori milti hai Amit uncle aur Shikha aunty se pata nahi un dono mai kya jadoo hai jadoo unka hai ya unke ghar ki ghanti ka ya aunty k haath ki bani kachori ka ya un dono k lekhon ka ya poora ka poora un dono ka ... pata nahi kya magar jadoo to hai kuch .......

Aao aaj fir eek baar aazaad bharat me jee le..

Itihaas ke panno ko nichoode un balidaano ko pee le,

Un maasuum aansuo ko poonche un bekhauf bahadur 

aatmao ko apni yaado me piro le,

Aao eek baar fir aazaad bharat ko aazaadi se jee le..

Bikhre panne

Bikhre panno si hui hai ab zindagi
Kab koi aaye aur samete isko.

Khule jharokhe se tanha zindagi mai
Hawa bhi kisi gair ki hi aahat laati hai

Un panno se nikli ateet ki yaadon main
Paani ki ek boond bhi aansoon kehlaati hai

I am gone.

I'm so far gone you wouldn't even know

So far gone I won't even show.

I'm so far gone and there's no way out

so far gone I just want to shout.

I'm so far gone you could never hear me scream

So far gone you wouldn't hear a thing.

I'm too far gone I try and let you see.

So far gone you wouldn't notice me.

I'm so far gone drowning in quick sand.

So far gone there is no helping hand.

I'm too far gone you can't help me.

So far gone I tried, begged on one knee.

I wish you could understand how much pain one could withstand. 

I try to be brave yet I have drowned, 

I'm in so deep to deep for you to notice, 

to deep for you to care I'm gone now nothings left. 

I should only hope you learn, 

it was never your fault. 

The depression cut me

to deep for you see to deep for you too feel.

The Pain is bigger then me, 

I tried to fight.

I'm just gone now.

I'm sorry...

ye hawa kehti hai kya ....?

सरसराती हवा चूमती हुई चेहरे को चली जाती है ,

खामोश वादियों से आवाज़ सी कोई आती है ,

प्यार हर दिल पर बिखेरती है ये हवा ,

बस खामोशी में हर दिल पर गूंजती है ये हवा,

प्यार हर दिल पर नशे की तरह बिखेरती चली जाती है,

फिर बर्फीले ठंडे पानी के भाँती वो नशा उतारती है ये हवा,

आते ही महबूब की आहट महसूस कराती है ये हवा,

महबूब के जाने के गम में हर पल रुलाती है ये हवा,

प्यार अगर सच्चा हो तो वो आंसू सुखाती है ये हवा,

दूर होकर भी महबूब की सोंधी खुशबू पास लाती है ये हवा !

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